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Oh Creation

by Esther Ann Gove

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1.
Oh Creation 05:34
Oh good traveler take heart As you endure this endless climb Through a country full of peace In which you may have no part I will not tell you to be kind You are a master of the art Of tending to the broken branch And the bitter vine Oh creation I was young How could I know What I'd done Once I knew the grand design I knew it all in whole and part But when I tried to speak Every word became a lie So to the jagged earth I fell I left my pretenses on high I slept a thousand years And somehow I still don't feel well Oh creation I was young How could I know What I'd done All these works that I made to stand Must come down now By my hand And those who fly upon the wing Or drag their bellies over stone Learn to navigate the places They were never shown And I remain here wondering Whether you are wandering home
2.
Ghosts 05:08
In the beginning was the word A name unspoken and unknown We are but beasts that walk the earth In wretched ignorance we go So raise your empty hands up high And say a prayer you will be found Within the arms of some sweet by-and-by Before you go beneath the ground For all the years of my life What do I have to show With every breath we are dying We are already ghosts Now all the dark clouds gather round And our way is rough and steep Will there be room for me by your side Or have I fallen too far beneath For all the years of my life What do I have to show With every breath we are dying We are already ghosts There is no place I am heading I have not already been The path of all creation Is quickly crumbling If god himself should tell me Every secret he knows It won't make heaven above me We are already ghosts
3.
Buried 05:43
I recall when your blood was drawn Into a seal of regret I lay weakened for so long My mind filled with visions I can never forget Let's unwind this endless chain Let's make some meaning in our hard-earned pain That which you make just might leave And the thing you summon to fill the void often ain't what you seek Oh my ancestor What message do you carry Oh my forbearer What burden do you bear me Don't look back on where we walked from No one can mend what was always undone Take my hand, walk past these gates It's high time we buried this terrible weight Oh my ancestor What message do you carry me Oh my forbearer What burden to you bear me Oh progenitor How did it grow so heavy Will we ever learn Before we both are buried
4.
One day I will take my place around the gilded table One day I will find more fortune than my bones can bear Till that day I'll meet this world best as I am able Till the day I see you on the silver stair Winter's cold has left me feeling desperate to find shelter Winter's cold has left me and now I am all alone Yes I may be lost along the muddy ways I wander Yes I may be lost but I am still upon the road Ride on till your shadow grows long Keep stride till the light is gone If you should falter stumble and fall Know your faith will guide you Ride on We all wander searching for some way to be delivered We all beat our wounded heels upon the hollow earth When the day begins we pay the price of being sinners When the day dies we have nothing left to show our worth Ride on till your shadow grows long Keep stride till the light is gone If you should falter stumble and fall Go by faith through darkness Ride on One day I shall take my place One day I will be where I belong Till that day I see you standing there I'm gonna ramble on
5.
Fate 07:01
I always tried to heed the advice My old weary grandmother said The day you decide to give one man your life Is a day you will always regret But I was still young and just green in this world When his family came to my town And like god in the sky bound our hands in his mind I knew it was fate I had found He was tall pale just as plain as can be With a terrible look in his eye He told me my voice was more beautiful than Any sad siren's lullaby And in the spring all the sparrows would sing out their songs In the name of our love And when the rains fell on the home that we build It felt just like blessings from above But one night he kept me up waiting so long I demanded to know where he'd been He stumbled in his breath smelling of rye And explained to me what he had seen A sea-faring vessel with seventy men All a-joined in a laboring song And he kissed me goodbye and told me not to cry For he'd come back to me before long For seven seasons I swallowed my tears That no prayer or penance could quell I cursed his name and I called on the sirens To drag his ship right down to hell And when it was plain he'd forgotten my name And had left me to languish on land I put up my hood and walked out to the wood With a sharp kitchen knife in my hand Every muscle I cut from the bone And I gave as a gift to the earth My marrow I fed to the sparrows who swore They'd remember my name in return And both of my lungs I gave to the wind To blow out a tempestuous breath And both of my eyes I gave to the night Now they shine from the firmament Finally spirit flowed out of my form And it came as a terrible flood Every wave on the most distant shore Bore the bright crimson stain of my blood Up in the sky shone the bright golden eye And it gazed down from high overhead Upon the sight of the sea yawning wide enough To swallow seventy men Beloved grandmother know that I never took None of your visions in vain I am not one to go looking for love Or to think I could outrun my fate But in this world there is no way to turn From the path we are destined to tread And I have found that from birth we are bound By a shimmering unbroken thread
6.
Dead God 03:46
If you want to find faith you must empty your heart Make it hollow as an old home Make it echo like a chamber If you want to find faith you must empty your heart For you know that the light only shines in the dark If you want to see visions you must go blind Gouge your eyes like an enemy Walk the world like a dead man's bones If you want to see visions you must go blind For you know that the dark gives us unending sight Tell me what shall I read upon your headstone Just a poem in a long dead tongue Just a prayer to a long dead god Tell me what shall I read upon your headstone Tell me what will you leave that can never be known
7.
Home 07:58
Now all the dust has settled Upon what still remains I hear the county calling me Back the way I came No gate is closed before me No lock requires my key But every light is dark And every room is empty I have been following a ghost I turned my back on all I know I saw the bright sky swallowed whole In jagged jaws of blue and black And something on the night air told me I've gone too far now Can't go back I feel it sigh among the pines I see it's silver eye above I know the black dog crying out Is my own flesh and blood I have been following a ghost I turned my back on all I know Are you all my sisters Brothers every one Do you know the unseen roads We walked from Are you all my daughters Are you all my sons Do your veins run with the blood Of wild ones The ridge of my spine cuts my flesh like a knife Now I can finally breathe I gaze through cataracts of unblemished white Now I can finally see I have been following my ghost Somehow I found my way back home

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released April 2, 2021

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Esther Ann Gove Oakland, California

Esther Ann Gove is a songwriter in the dark country tradition of Townes Van Zandt. Her lyrical songs marry the gritty, surreal storytelling of the American folk revival with the brooding influence of doom. The result is a sparse yet immersive sound, with a weight that drags the listener down into their own depths, and a bold, shimmering voice to guide them through. ... more

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